Showing posts with label Bolivian women. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bolivian women. Show all posts

1/10/12

A Merry Christmas in Jail


This past Christmas season was very special for me and Knitting Peace. Mainly because I finally had the opportunity to stay in Bolivia for the holidays, which up to know I usually spent in Los Angeles, selling our goods and participating in gift fairs. However this year was different, I spent it here, with my team!
We were all very excited, and although I couldn’t put together the celebration my girls deserved with a tree, Santa, champagne, gifts, etc (let’s not forget the girls are in a jail), I was able to go into the jail during non visiting hours and have a special intimate gathering with my team, where we shared tea, chocolate milk, Christmas Paneton and cookies.  It was the first time in a long time we had the opportunity to gather around a table and chat. 


I started off the gathering by sharing my gratitude with them for all of their hard work, diligence, perseverance and inspiration. I experienced tremendous growth in each one, on a personal and team level this year, and am extremely grateful for all of their effort and support.  Each team member received a Paneton and chocolate milk to share with their children on Christmas day, which they greatly appreciated. I also gifted them pictures I had taken of them throughout the years of working together, which they asked me to write an inscription on. 

Towards the end of our sweet meal, the girls surprised me with a showering of gratitude and beautifully spoken words of excitement for what is to come, love for the work that we do, lessons received, and mountains of joy.  Each woman shared freely what Knitting Peace has meant to them, and all that they had achieved. In that moment I was able to perceive a group of women sitting in their power, and I almost forgot that I was in a jail. I realized that each and every woman sitting around that table was free; in their hearts and in their minds they experienced the freedom to be in peace and outside of the limitations of the walls of that jail. 


~Namaste

9/16/11

Cultivating Patience


Sometimes, when running my business I get caught up in the mountain of minutia that needs to be taken care of in the day to day, and I lose sight of purpose, and the reason why I chose to start my own business in the first place.

When my Knitting Peace journey began, I was in denial of it being a business. I was more in love with the opportunity of spending my time creating while being of service, which was my intention and reason for getting on this boat in the first place.  The business aspect, however inadvertently and eventually became a necessity and a very big part of my every day.  

Deadlines, production demands, cash flow, and distribution channels at times distract me from my original intention, placing me in a state of disconnect from what I love most about Knitting Peace. During these times I feel impatient with my team of knitters, and the deadlines which aren’t met and find myself in a state of intolerance for the missed sales opportunities due to the slowness of our production process.

Luckily the Universe through the help of my team of knitters; provides opportunities for me to get back on course, and attune to what matters most.   During the past few weeks, after our week long hiatus, due to the hunger strike, I went back to the jail with a clearer head, and I understood that I was interacting with women who are dealing with a lot of challenges; they are humans who require special care, and extra patience. I cannot expect them to deliver what other knitters who aren’t incarcerated deliver and in order for our journey to coast in harmony I needed to adjust my sales and cultivate patience and compassion for what these women experience in their lives.



In this space I learned that Sandra our newest team member has a 16 year old daughter who visits her and sometimes has to walk home, because she doesn’t have money for the fair. Bertha has a 14 year old son with epilepsy who lives in the jail, and some days it’s really hard for her to knit, she does not have the energy to do so.  Vicky sometimes gives her knitting to her bunk mates, so they have some work to do. These stories are part of the everyday lives of these women living in incarceration. In losing my expectations, and aligning with what is I am more able to see and experience them where they are, making our journey flow more gracefully towards a greater good. 

~Namaste